Leaving early in the morning to visit Jas in DC. Carter's been cool enough to let me ride up with him. If I don't drive the Eclipse down, I'll probably drive Carter's other RX-7 down for him. Riding in the FC to DC should prove to be TONS of fun with his race suspension. Getting out of SC will be nice, and visting a city with more than 500 people will be a culture shock. I hope Jeremy's feeling better, and gets back on his feet.

Happy Birthday Amanda!!!!


"Untitled"

Say that you love me,
say that you care.
And if you need me,
I'll always be there.
Standing by your side,
never to leave.
Your always on my mind,
For your touch I wait.

Closer and closer,
to you I feel.
With all of your love,
my heart has sealed.
Greater with each day,
my love grows for you.
With you in my life,
my dream has come true.

Baby you're my love,
that is the truth.
All of my life,
i've searched for you.
I know you love me,
this I can see.
And Jasmine I love you,
Without you, there is no me.


Oct 24, 2004

Today was one of the worst day's I've had in quite a while. I woke up from a telephone call from my sister saying she had been laid off of her job (along with the rest of her office). I then found the snake I've owned since he was a month old dead in his cage. Earlier in the week, the maintenance people had chose to steal all of the stock wheels/ tires that I had been storing under my apartment. Amanda had asked me to take her to Seneca to renew her driver's license, and upon arriving to the DMV, we learned that none of their computers were working, and probably wouldn't work for the rest of the day. So we waited there an hour before I asked someone about her license and they said just come back Monday. I needed to stop at the unemployment office and re-apply, but none of their computers worked either. So it turned out to be a complete waste of a day. We stopped and got gas, and I put some air into one of my tires. We pulled out and my tire exploded. These aren't your everyday Wal-Mart tires, either. They run about $100 a tire. We pulled into a business and used their phone, but no one was available to bring me my doughnut from the shop. We finally got ahold of someone Amanda knew and finally made it back home. The entire day was doomed from the begining, and progressively got worse.

"Justin's brother was in a pretty severe wreck last night down in Walterboro. Lori called about 12:30am to let us know she was on the way to the hospital. "
http://www.leslieshearer.com

"Jasmine is great. She is so great. g-r-e-t. I mean g-r-e-a-t. Jasmine is great..."

I only have 2 things in this life that mean anything; my balls and my word. And I don't break them for nobody.

Conversation between a random sorostitute chick and me today outside Manning.


"Are those flowers for your
girlfriend?
"No, but I hope she is soon."

"To see you when I wake up,
Is a gift,
I didn't,
think could be real.
To know that you feel the same,
as I do,
Is a three-fold utopian dream.

You do something to me,
that I can't explain.
So would I be out of line,
if I said,
I miss you?

I see your picture,
I smell your skin,
on the empty pillow,
next to mine.
You have only been gone,
ten days.
But already,
I'm wasting away.
I know I'll see you again,
Whether far,
or soon.
But I need you to know,
that I care.
And I miss you."

-Incubus

Second by second,
minute by minute,
day by day.
I can't stop wishing,
I cant stop thinking,
that you are perfect.
Wishing you were
close enough to touch.
close enough to feel.
close enough to love.
this is really to say
I am in love with you.

Happy Birthday, Jessica.
"...Someone to banish your fear,
Someone to hold you tight,
Someone to catch your tears,
Someone to give you light.

In all that I am,
and in all that I do,
I do the best I can,
to be all I can for you."


How else can you express the love you feel for someone. Until I fid another way, Jasmine these are for you.

"I'm Not"
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life
wishing you where there.

I'm not supposed to wonder
where you are or what you're doing.
I'm sorry,
I can't help myself
because I'm in love with you.


"I Love"

I love you so deeply,
I love you so much.
I love the sound of your voice,
and the way that we touch.

I love your warm smile,
and your kind, thoughtful way.
The joy that you bring,
to my life every day.

I love you today,
As I have from the start,
and I'll love you forever,
With all of my heart.

--Ronald Wertz, October 9, 2004

Forever my lady,
it's like a dream,
I'm holding you close,
your breath on my neck.
If this is ecstacy,
forever my lady.
I say just what I mean
forever and ever,
I pray you are what I see.

www.RonWertz v2.0 went live today, as you can very well see. I like it much better than the orange crap that was used before. Let your thoughts be known by voting in the poll. Also check out the pic pages, they're some really good pics in there, and feel free to leave comments. All of the previous comments we lost from the transition, but v 2.0 should be fun.
Heading back to Clemson tomorrow, gonna tow the bus back as it only made it as far as the interstate yesterday before it decided to leave me on the side of the road. Going to try and rebuild her, as it has lots of potential. 20's, bags, and a porshe (yes, it can be done) motor and it'll be good as new.
I'd like to say "Thank you" to my Mom and Dad for always helping me out, even though they don't have to. Thank you guys so much.
The unspoken hero of the day goes to Jessica Humphries, for battling rude, bratty kids day in and day out. I only hope my high schooler's are as equally lame, so I can really lay the Smackdown on their Candy Asses.
Ms. Lori, come back! No need to jump off the Cooper River Bridge yet!!!

Fun Fact! Paris Hilton is shopping around for new breasts! Tell her what size she should get by emailing her

HERE

It's her actual email address, so free free to chime in with your $.02.

New Hottness= Jasmine!!!!!!!You're the greatest girl ever!

"te amo, y picos y besos."

The is almost ready for it's big journey to Clemson. She doesn't have turn signals or brake lights, not to mention leaks oil, but she runs. So let's hope the trip is a good one. Jammn' to the am radio should help the trip flllllllllllllly by! The harness for the Neon should be ready to ship soon, so maybe that car will be driveable sooner than later. *Update* It seems the harness in the donor car has been molested by someone who had no idea what they were doing. Maybe it's salavageable, maybe it isn't. Crap.

Saw Ms. Lori today. Hi Mom! Also ran into Lana Pak the other day, but she didn't recognize me.

Esta es la muchacha que yo encontrarme a mi mismo que cae en amorcon mas y mas cada dia. Cada momento pasado con ella es como un regalo del dios.

Esto es la chica que yo me encuentro cayendo en el amor con cada vez mas cada día. Cada momento gastó con ella está como un obsequio de Dios.

one of them has to make sense!

Sorry, I had to cheat. I don't know much Spanish...

Yo lo pierdo, mi amor.
Cada dia que pasa yo se siente te quiero mas. Cuando yo no estoy con usted, usted es todo que pienso acerca de. Usted es mi princesa, y yo lo trataran quiere uno.