Another Christmas has arrived. Everyone I know here in Clemson has gone home to be with their families. I'm here because I just didn't have the money to make the 5 hour drive, plus my car still hasn't been fixed. So another Christmas passes, and I'm alone. I managed to make it to the grocery store today before it closed, and here's the feast planned for tomorrow.
~Bilo beefaroni (the big can!)
~some renegade cacciatore that was hiding in the back of the freezer
~rice
~Dr. Bob to drink
~and for dessert I got some pumkin pie.

Tomorrow is laundry day, which should take awhile to do. Might also clean up the house.
I'm thankful for the things I have, and could be doing a lot worse.
At least I still have Jasmine, she's everything I could ever hope for.

At least I got Captain Morgan to stop by. Maybe he'll help take the edge off.

Merry Christmas.

One-Year Anniversary Today
December 21, 2003
RIP Hunter Mcleod.


The days go by, and I miss them.
Time stands still, but I let it pass me by.
No sense of purpose, except you.
Love makes time go on.
I love you.

If I don't see you soon, I'll go crazy.

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"I love you

Baby I love you
You are my life
My happiest moments weren't complete
If you weren't by my side
You're my relation
In connection to the sun
With you next to me
There's no darkness I can't overcome
You are my raindrop
I am the sea
With you and God, who's my sunlight
I bloom and grow so beautifully
Baby, I'm so proud
So proud to be your man
You make the confusion
Go all away
From this cold and messed up world

I am in love with you
You set me free
I can't do this thing
Called life without you here with me
Cause I'm Dangerously In Love with you
I'll never leave
Just keep lovin' me
The way I love you loving me

And I know you love me
Love me for who I am
Cause years before I became who I am
Baby you were my girl
I know it ain't easy
Easy loving me
I appreciate the love and dedication
From you to me
Later on in my destiny
And I see my whole future in your eyes
Thought of all my love for you
sometimes make me wanna cry
Realize all my blessings
I'm grateful
To have you by my side

Every time I see your face
My heart smiles
Every time it feels so good
It hurts sometimes
Created in this world
To love and to hold
To feel
To breathe
To love you

Dangerously in love
Can't do this thing
I love you , I love you, I love you
I'll never leave
Just keep on loving me
I'm in love with you
I can not do
I cannot do anything without you in my life
Holding me, kissing me, loving me
Dangerously
I love you
Dangerously in love"

I can't win.

So after quit a hiatus, I return....

No luck on the job front. All the plants around here hire through temp agencies, and my daily calls to them haven't yielded anything yet. Still looking...

Visiting Mom and Dad sometime next week, should be fun. Gonna visit Justin and Leslie on the way down.

The neon is still waiting to be fixed. The bus hasn't moved since it got here.

Visiting DC for Christmas, hoping to stay for New Years as well. I can't wait.

Amanda's in Germany again. The house is empty with it just being me.

I miss Jasmine more and each second. Her being so far away is killing me.

Got almost all of my Christmas cards sent out. Go me.

Jasmine said she'd call me back. She never did.


--she called shortly after. It was nice to hear her voice.