posting is going to be very limited due to blogger not offering any type of assistance with helping me change my password. On to the rest of the show....

The State of Florida said I was crazy. They said staying in a prison for 3 days would make me better. I say I am crazy in Love. I lost my very reason for existing. I lost my girlfriend, my best friend, and more importantly, my soul-mate. I believe with every fiber of my being that Miriam is the girl I am spend the rest of my life with. She makes me whole. No matter what course of action I have chosen in the past, she is my future. Since I've been away, I feel as if my heart has been lost. I am empty, searching for a reason to breathe, a reason to live. I am sorry, Miriam. There were so many things I should have done.

I should have told you every minute of the day how much I truly love you.
I should have held your hand when we went places.
I should have should have always answered the phone when you called.
I should have taken more picture of us.
I should have gave you big kisses whenever you wanted them.
I should have never taken for granted the fact that you'd always want to be with me.
I should have tried to be more patient with you.
I should have come and seen you at work.
I should have never made you sad.
I should have never made you cry.
I should have been more understanding.
I should have done more things you like to do.
I should have taken better care of us.
I should have never let Tallahassee get the better of me.
I should have tried to get to know your friends.
I should have been nicer to Lauren.
I should have listened to you when you said you were unhappy.
I should have been more patient with your parents.
I should have never threatened to leave.
I should have made you my wife.

I should have done so many things. But I didn't do
enough, and now you're gone. I'm empty without you,
and each moment you don't want to be with me is like
poison. It makes me hurt so much that you could fall
out of love with me. You are my best friend, and my
soul mate.
I should have realized these things sooner.
I love you Miriam.

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----"I think we dream so we don't have to be apart so long.
If we're in each other's dreams, we can be together
all the time.----"