RonWertz.com is coming up on it's 1 year anniversary soon, and I'm happy to say that it'll be around for another year. Ha, no blahblahblah.blogspot.com here! Take that, yuppies! Everyone here ( and I phrase it that way because at this point, I don't really consider most of them "friends" in the sense they used to be) finally decided to jump on the blogging wagon. It's funny to see them start to write, mainly rambling on about how it's the latest craze, etc. It will be interesting to see how many of them continue it on more than a weekly basis, or if at all.
The latest around here is that the tooth I broke on a grain on rice 3 years ago finally abscessed. It cause some severe swelling on my lower jaw, as well as my cheek. It's a terrible, constant pain. After the lortabs and penicillin kept making me sick, my dentist switched me to amoxicillin and darvocets. I still get nauseous from it, but it seems to have curtailed the swelling quite a bit. It still causes an enormous amount of pressure on my brain, giving me some crippling headaches. I finally get the tooth cut out on Weds., and I can't wait.
The neon has been on a downward spiral since I moved from Florida. Now it won't stay running because the fuel pump acts like it's dead. I thought it just wasn't getting any voltage, but it whines just a tiny bit when you put power to it. So neither car is running, and that means no way to work. Don't know how I'm going to manage this situation, as I haven't been to work in the last 3 days.
Soon, before everyone decides to move away, I'm going to let my feelings be known about the people around here. Everyone is content on saying things about people behind their back, but never has anything to say when confronted about it. I'm not a hard person to get along with, by any means. I do have my faults, just like any individual, but I really try with these people. But when it comes down to it, the only friend I have in Clemson is Jasmine. She really is everything I could ever ask for. When I look into her eyes, I see beauty unparalleled, compassion, and love. She truly cares for me, and for that, I am blessed. I would do anything, and in some instances I have done anything for my friends here, and for some reason each one of them seems to have formulated some unsubstantiated claim in which to hate me. I try to just shake it off, and act as if nothing's wrong, but lately it's been driving me crazy. Maybe it's too late. I just want them all to realize what, at least at some point, they meant to me. I spend my time with Jasmine because she calls, im's, and generally acts like I exist. I don't think that's too much to ask from the people here, but on the other hand, maybe it is.