This is about as public a forum as it gets for me. It may only be Justin that reads this, as I know that not one single member of my family or "friends" ever bothers to look. Something has been bugging me, and this is how I am going to say my piece.
I'm tired of being the scape goat. It seems unavoidable that everyone that's "supposed" to be my friends is always happier when they make up some ridiculous excuse to be mad at me. It's as if that's the only thing that can hold them together. I hang out for 2 days, and I'm automatically guilty. The thing that makes me the most upset is that not one of them has the testicular fortitude to say something to me about it. They stick Jasmine in the middle. You want to accuse me of something and bitch and moan about it, then come to my face. No one bothered to listen to what I had to say; and if they really thought about it, it'd be preposterous to think that I did what they said. The truth is, I wouldn't have. Only days prior, I saved someone's car from being towed, and that's what I get in return. I've bent over backwards for these people, and this is what I get.
I'm done trying with people that don't care.
And with this, my allegiance is broken.

3 Comments:
It sounds like you are at a different point in your life than they are. They like drama and bullshit and you don't. I can't hangout with anyone below 22, they just piss me off. Its not their fault, they are just that way. Ditto for you. You cant help it, you are just at a different point in your life. Where you want to get your damn degree and get a job and be done with it. Not gonna say you "want to settle down" but you will, very soon... You're still my boy blue.
btw, your comments work in firefox now...
hrm
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