They say write about what you know.
A snippet

" When a racehorse is past it’s peak, it’s shot."


"He loved her more than she’ll ever know. Now, more than ever, he misses her. Staring death in the eyes means nothing to him. He can buy a bottle of wine, just to build up his courage. But the song on the radio, a familiar sight, a bit of nothingness leaves him scared shittless. Contradictions flood him minute after minute. Sometimes he thinks that there is a simple answer. But that simple answer is the hardest choice he could ever make."

" ... Words come out as nothing but vowels with the barrel of a 9mm pushed into your mouth. (A familiar picture to some). Only this time, Tyler (or Ed Norton) isn’t the one pushing the gun. This time it is Keith’s own. Some say it is a sin to take your own life. To Keith, if you haggle with God, repent in advance, and ask for forgiveness it’s perfectly acceptable. There is a struggle inside. For humans to have lasted this long, it’s the most basic instinct. Survival at all costs. So much that it’s now a travesty against God Himself. The pro’s against the cons.
"9mm=1100 ft/s,penetrates 12''", he repeats to himself.