It's been 5 days since I've seen you, since I've even talked to you. How much more do I have to endure? It's so hard. I don't know how much more I can take. I love you so much. I'm trying to make things better, I really am. Isn't that enough? What do I have to do? I know things can't just change overnight, and you need time. But I'm trying, I really am.